Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Weekends Free to Play!

My brother started seeing a girl a few months ago off and on, and they're to the point where he's been spending weekends at her house. So we have had the last 2 weekends to ourselves. It's been a lot of fun.

J has wanted to spend time on my submission (or lack of), especially with regard to sex. Early on Saturday J gave me a quick pussy spanking. He says he wanted to just put me in a certain mood without making it a punishment. He also let me know we were going to spend the day practicing my submission.

One of the things J has a lot of fun with is trying to make me cum on his cue. Just sort of randomly throughout Saturday he would lead me into the bedroom and tell me I was masturbate, using only my hand. His instructions were to cum when he told me to. I never do well at this game, and this past weekend was no exception.

Each time immediately after I started, J gave my pussy a few light swats. Each one reminded me of my earlier spanking. J is very familiar with how long it normally takes me to cum, but since I already had multiple orgasms it was taking me longer and longer each time. J would decide when it was long enough and would tell me to cum. When I didn't, he'd start spanking my pussy in a consistent pattern. He said he was going to spank me until I came. And he was true to his word. Every. Time. When I did reach my climaxes I came very hard. They were fantastic and exhausting at the same time.

It was a fun weekend, feeling close to J and just being able to be alone without anyone else in the house. I'm already looking forward to next weekend!

Monday, March 21, 2011

Punished for Lack of Submission

We had another night alone, last night, since my brother spent the night out. J didn't waste any time telling me we needed to discuss something. Uh oh.

He led me into the bedroom and we sat down on the bed, facing each other. J said that he realizes with my brother being here I've had virtually no spanking, so he's been lenient. My motivation level is way down, which I'm getting a pass on right now, but my submission level is also down. Not that I'm being all disrespectful, but I have been consistently turning J down for sexual things. And that is a big no no...something we agreed on a long time ago. I mostly blame it on my brother being here, but we have had plenty of quiet sex with people in the house before, and I know it and J knows it. It's just an excuse and it's solely due to me being lazy and not "feeling like it".

As I've said in the past, even when I'm not in the mood, once we start anything sexual I get in the mood in real quick! Like 99.9% of the time. And I'm always glad we did it. That's one of the reasons J and I agreed that unless I was not feeling well or was in some way distressed, I would not refuse any of his sexual advances. And it's worked out great!

Except part of it working well is me getting reminder spankings multiple times a week and pussy spankings once a week. It helps me stay motivated in day to day life, and sexually with J. And we haven't been able to stay on our regular spanking schedule because my brother has been staying here.

Since we had a night alone, J told me I was going to get a pussy spanking. He said it was going to be a punishment, for lack of submission, but since I was so out of practice he would do it more like one of our reminder spankings. I almost cried right there! I haven't had a real spanking there in months! And I recently shaved, so I didn't even have any hair as a cushion!

I slowly undressed and got into position. There was no warmup and J swatted me with his hand a few quick sting-y times in a row. I could not hold still and was squirming all over the place. I thought J was going to have to get the spreader bar, but instead he propped my legs up in a way that I couldn't close them. I still had a hard time staying still. J spanked every inch of my pussy, he spread my lips and spanked the insides of them, and he spanked my clit. I could tell it was light but it sure didn't feel light!

The entire time J reminded me of our agreement. He reminded me that I gave him my pussy and told him he could have access to me whenever he wanted to. He asked me if I was still happy with our agreement. Yes! Of course!
J continued with the spanking.

Afterwards I was led to the corner, where I've only stood once or twice in the past several months. It felt strange. J told me to stand there and think about the conversation we just had and the reason I just got my pussy spanked.

The 15 minutes in the corner seemed like 2 hours. J finally called me back into the bedroom. He asked me how I felt. I sort of laughed and said "like I want to fuck your brains out!" J laughed too and we slid back onto the bed and I got to do just what I wanted!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Temporary Spanking Privacy

My brother is still staying with us, but he's away for a few days, so we finally have some privacy.

It seems like my brother was out the door for half a second before J said, "Ok, get in the bedroom and take your pants off."

I did as told, half excited and half nervous, because I knew what was coming.

J spanked me for what seemed like hours. He said he'd be "gentle" since I hadn't been spanked in awhile. He only used his hand, but his idea of gentle and my idea of gentle are definitely not the same!

During the spanking J lectured me and let me know that even though we were way off schedule, we were still very much in a DD type situation. He made sure to tell me that I should still be getting my daily to-do list completed, and just because my brother is here is no excuse to slack off. He said he knows it's harder for me to stay motivated without the reminders, and he has been keeping that in mind. But I am expected to try my hardest.

After the spanking, J put me in the corner for about 5 minutes, though it seemed like an eternity. He told me to think about why I was just spanked. He told me to use it to stay motivated for the times when he can't spank me. He then informed me that I was to stay naked for the rest of the evening. I'm just glad it's not cold! He said he really missed seeing me displayed for him for a whole night. J loves when I walk around the house naked. He says it's like a living piece of artwork. lol

My brother comes back on Sunday night, but we will have a fun weekend while he's gone!